i NEED this to work
i need THIS to work
i need this to WORK!
i feel like everyone around me is pregnant. seriously. two more pregnancy announcements over the weekend, and i spent the weekend with prego friend #1 and prego friend #2, who are due 2 weeks apart. as you can imagine, there was lots of pregnancy and baby talk. ugh.
i'm feeling good and positive about this cycle, but mostly because i can't bear to think about what comes next if it doesn't work.
i honestly don't know how some of you keep on going after so much heartache and procedures and surgeries and side effects and time and money and....so much. well, part of me does know, you keep going because you can't stop until you reach your goal of a healthy baby.
i know this FET might not work. the numbers are not in our favor. (FET at my clinic has about a 33% success rate) but i NEED it to work. i'm getting ready to start a new school year, which means the next few months will be stressful and hectic as it is, while the new kids and i adjust to one another. i can't possibly keep my business going if i have to start late and miss days for a fresh cycle. the new families won't understand, and may leave, and enrollment is down as it is, so i really can't afford to let that happen. because of the regulations, i can't hire a fill in person either, (although i guess i may have to see what i can do there if i have to)
i need this to work. i'm afraid of where i will go if it doesn't.
please oh please tell me you know SOMEONE who's had a BFP from an FET....pretty please?