Tuesday, September 8, 2009

8dp5dt

this post is different from the one i thought i was going to write.

over the last few days, i have been very tired. i've felt a little off, a little blah. the warmness and twinges in my uterus seemed to be turning into more like period cramps.

last night, as i laid in bed, i started writing out a post for today in my head, how i feared that my hope was waning, that these twinges and weird feelings in my abdomen were my body trying to have a period, but progesterone was keeping it from coming.

and then, the dog got me out of bed early. against all better reason, when i went to the bathroom, i decided to check out my first morning urine on a pee stick.

and whaddaya know. two lines appeared.
i have NEVER seen 2 lines. not on a HCG test, nor an LH test. never. and this was not a "hold it up to the light at a certain angle squinting" sort of 2 lines.
this was

TWO DARK INSTANT LINES!!!!!!!!!

so what did i do? i called the nurse who said she is very surprised i got a BFP this early and she'll let me come in on friday for a beta.

and then i went and bought the mother of all pregnancy tests, the DIGITAL.

and i saw the most beautiful sight i've ever seen....

(the monkey is something mr and i hide for each other around the house. it was the first valentine's gift he ever gave me. this monkey is waiting at mr.'s desk for when he gets home :)

now, i know it is early, and i still need to have a bloodtest to confirm and all that, but for today, i am feeling good, and full of hope.








13 comments:

Banana Pancakes said...

YEEEEAAAAAH!!! Congratulations MAMA! :) So happy for you

One Who Understands said...

Yeah!!!! Oh I am so excited for you!! Praying for high numbers on Friday.

Beautiful Mess said...

NICE! That is a beautiful word, I'm so happy for you! Sending you lots of good JUJU for Friday. WEEEEEEEE how exciting!!!!
*HUGS*

Cassandra said...

Hooray! Congratulations!

Fingers crossed for the beta and beyond...

Just me said...

Woohoo!!!!!! Can't wait for your beta!!!!

sunflowerchilde said...

Congrats! I'm SO HAPPY for you! Good luck for the betas and the next nine months!

Missy said...

Congrats!

Hillary said...

Whoo-hoo!!! Congrats!!!

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birdsandsquirrels said...

Yay! Congratulations! I am so happy for you!

Mary said...

Oh! Wow! Congratulations!

And that monkey in the diaper made me cry. Too cute.

Simple said...

OMG - congrats! It gives me hope that IVF #2 can work .. thank you! Enjoy every second!!!! :)

jones said...

that has to be the best feeling!! congratulations!!

lowfatlady said...

Congrats :D That is the cutest monkey btw. I love that you put it on diapers and put the test in there. Did the husband freak out?