on a better note, yesterday the weather here was beautiful. mr.m called me after his lunch break in a great mood after having been outside. he asked me to come into the city to meet him for dinner. (we live in the suburbs, he works in the city) i used to go in all the time and meet him after work and we haven't done it for a while. so i got all cute and loaded up my new jcrew whale purse and headed in for our spontaneous date. we walked around the city and went to a yummy seafood place that is a little higher end, but we had a gift certificate. we had some king crab legs and i had the yummiest halibut ever! i even had a glass of wine with dinner:) then we walked over to an ethnic area of the city for a cannoli, some decaf and some people watching out the open air windows. it was a great night. the city was bustling and happy, as everyone was enjoying the first really nice day. we laughed and talked and for a night were just a happy couple out on the town and not sad infertile people. we didn't even once talk about getting pregnant or babies or anything. we were just us for the night, just happy and in love and enjoying life together with no worries.