other times, i find a story of a journey i don't think i can endure. months turn into years of dissappointment and heartache. some have even given up. i have no idea what this feels like. i have no idea what you've been through. i know if i were in your shoes i would be angry and broken and mad to read about my own hopeful journey's beginning. i hate to be so insensitive, but i really hope i remain oblivious to exactly how much pain one can endure.