again today i saw "signs" everywhere. when i pulled in to the doctor's office yesterday, there was someone backing out of a parking space, as if it were just for me. today, when i arrived someone was backing out of THAT VERY SAME SPACE! i felt like the universe was telling me, "you belong here, this is where you are meant to be at this moment. welcome!"
today someone tried to make me question and doubt my positive attitude- the nurse doing the IUI. she told me there were only 2.4 million guys today. she told me chances were slim, that there is already a call in letting the RE know the bad numbers, told me i should meet with him and see how to proceed if this doesn't work, maybe go right to IVF next time, she said.
and i was sad, for a moment...
but then i remembered, i made a decision to be positive and hopeful. and i changed my attitude back. i told the sperm inside of me i was sorry for doubting them for a moment.
after all, we only need one.