Tuesday, June 23, 2009

no change for me

over the last few weeks and months, i have been slowly moving blogs from the "infertility" section on my sidebar to the "pregnant" one.  this blog will not be changing to a pregnancy blog anytime soon.

i am not pregnant.

i'm choking back tears and the urge to call and cry to mr.  i don't want him to hear the news at work though, because i know it'll crush him too.  he gets to have a few more hours to hope.

my doctor wants to meet with us both on friday to discuss things and sign consents for a FET.  he wants me to take a month off first, which i'm not psyched about, but he thinks that'll improve our chances.  maybe i can motivate to lose a few pounds while we wait, which can't hurt either.

10 comments:

Amanda said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. I was really hoping this would be it for you. That's really terrible news. I hope you meeting with you dr. goes well on friday.

S said...

I'm sorry.

Banana Pancakes... With no little monkey to feed them to. said...

Oh Sweetie, I am so sorry to hear this dumpy news. Hang in there girl. *hugs*

Beautiful Mess said...

CRAP! I'm so sorry, hon! It's really not fair. Sending you lots of love and peace.
*HUGS*

Kristin said...

I am so sorry. {{{Hugs}}} and prayers.

Just me said...

BOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry. That sucks. I was pulling for you!!!

The whole "take a month off" thing frustrates me too. :(

sunflowerchilde said...

I'm so, so sorry.

A Few Good Sperm said...

Damn! I'm sorry. :(

Liv said...

Awe man! This is so not right!

I'm so so sorry. Hold onto each other as you pick yourselves up. I'll be praying and thinking about you guys as you try to do that.

Many Hugs

Hillary said...

NO! I'm so sorry :( ((hugs))

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