i am not pregnant.
i'm choking back tears and the urge to call and cry to mr. i don't want him to hear the news at work though, because i know it'll crush him too. he gets to have a few more hours to hope.
my doctor wants to meet with us both on friday to discuss things and sign consents for a FET. he wants me to take a month off first, which i'm not psyched about, but he thinks that'll improve our chances. maybe i can motivate to lose a few pounds while we wait, which can't hurt either.