Friday, June 12, 2009


this whole infertility thing is a big game of hurry up and wait

wait to ovulate, wait to try, wait to find out, wait for doctor's instructions....
but is it bad that i don't want to leave the house because i just want to wait for the nurse to call me and tell me what time my transfer is tomorrow? i feel like i just want to sit on the couch and stare at the phone, willing it to ring all day long like a crazy person....


i enjoyed lots of UNpasteurized and soft cheeses last night with a nice glass of wine.  maybe a little hopeful of an activity, but, oh well

i'm back down to .5lbs below my pre retrieval weight.  woo hoo.

i actually feel normal today for the first time in a long time.  

hopefully that's the last of that.....


Beautiful Mess said...

Hang in there hon! Crappy advice, I know...sorry! Glad you enjoyed your evening! Sending you LOTS of good juju!

S said...

I agree about the "hurry up and wait" aspect of TTC. So frustrating!!

Glad to hear your weight is back down and that you enjoyed some not-permitted-during-pregnancy items while you still can.

FX for your transfer tomorrow. I will be following along with interest! ;-)

Missy said...

Good luck tomorrow!

I agree that much of this is waiting and waiting.

Beautiful Mess said...

just wanted to say something to you about your comment on my blog. Thank you for the suggestion about writing a letter to myself about how I'm feeling right now. That's a GREAT idea. Thank you SO much! I hadn't even thought of that!
Good luck with your transfer! I'll be thinking about you ALL day!